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Artist: Linkin Park

Title: Shadow of the Day Lyrics

[Chester Bennington]

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

Pink cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

[Guitar solo]

And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

31st Oct is my birthday….

But things not going so well, everything happen is like against what I want & planned. I keep asking myself, why am I failed on everything that I want to do.

Is it because I’m not putting more effort on it or always give up in the middle of something?

I just hoping that everybody around me just saying things like: yes, you can do it or you can have a try on what you like to do.

But noone said this to me, they are quipping in front of me. What they said in front of me always have something meaning behind, & this making me loss confident & also no interest in continuing again (somehow, I just wonder why can I still alive in this world)

Now, I want that something different happen on me (before, during, & after) after my birthday; which is to find an ideal job for me.

Graphic Designer always come into my mind when people asking what job do I want to do. But the truth is this job only gain my interest when I was just start to do some design works (my own work without any purpose) especially 3D. But nobody seems to encourage me but to disagree with me even from my uncle (who was also graphic designer for > 20 years). He said I can’t compete with others who was from art college such as MIA or The One Acedemy, as I was graduated from Bachelor in Computer Science UTAR. But why wouldn’t I take an opportunity to try out programmer or IT support? This is because I totally can’t do programmer cause I’m very weak in doing programming. I have tried to interview for website designer but they want me to do the Back End (programming language such as PHP or ASP). sigh….. what to do with this world that I can’t do website design if only doing the interface? Is it the end for me that I have to stay like this (without any job) continuously? No, that’s why I need to do something to figure out what is my talent…

7th Oct is my last day for me to work at Popular Book Co. (M) Sdn Bhd. This job was a job which I did longer than usual since I was graduated from UTAR, May 2005. 3 months, learning how to organise a book store and managing with staff & serve customers well. Of course, what is more important is about product training, where I have to memorize most of the books that selling fast from each supplier. Besides, I was also trained to use a software called SAP system (that only used in every outlets of Popular) to create Purchase Order (PO), Goods Receive Record (GR), Return PO (RPO), and Return GR (RGR).

Why I want to quit since everybody think this job is actually not difficult?

I’m not giving excuse, this is the truth that I can’t work longer as I found that I can’t memorize things; even if I was just put my bottle at somewhere else, I could not remember where can I find it after few minutes.

Don’t know what do I mean? This means, all my works have to memorize things (such as customer orders, book categories, supplier name & code, etc)

What will I do next, after I quit?

This will be the story to tell u afterwards…..

Hi, Everyone!! New Year 2006 is just passing now the Chinese New Year is coming soon…

ya~~ next weekend is our first day of Chinese New Year! Well, as usual for those who r from outstation will certainly go back to their hometown. So am i

What will I doing after going back to my hometown??

Good question.

Pay a visit to every of my relatives’ house, may be will visit my old friends too.

Yea~~ quite boring huh??

Cause after the Government has banned us not to play firecrackers our new year has become more quite, but there r some still playing them. Are you the one??

Hope you all are a very good citizens, better not to do this mistake. Haha……

Well, lastly I do wish everyone of you a Happy & Prosperous Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

p/s: Drive safely when you’re driving back to your hometown or pay a visit at your friends’ house

aloha!! this is my first post to all of u…

just want to drop by to say Happy Birthday to all of u whose constellation is scorpio

enjoy ur day!

if can i would like to have a big gathering with all of u

in club–> Rush

:p